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ethel had this real awesome toy gun from liling for ld :D spent the whole break snapping it at people..

mcdreamy is the ONLY person that has a red goodlooking shirt. hmph. so there >:P

finished reading the hours, it's really cool especially at the end - a little too morbid for my taste but really really funky descriptive bits in it

reminiscing kinda sucks.

argh

poohpoo to the tagboard that isnt. gah. and it's such nice skin too.. well, was, now that i'm going to change it..

had a maths test today. a surprise one in my case.. yep.

saw keli on sat, walked all around orchard and took neoprints at heeren.. man i missed her. and now i miss nz too.. argh nz seems to pop up every now and then, like at the bottom of msn, or in a picture at jack's place or just random ads in the paper.. it's so annoying, like i can't ever just erase it from my mind so i won't miss it.

got some cash from edusave award thingy, wondering how to spend it.. maybe i'll put it in the plane trip back to auckland fund or i could just get a guitar with it, or i could buy tons of movie score books like the pride and prejudice one i saw at yamaha, or i could get a wardrobe revamp, but then i would have to go shopping and that's just kinda annoying when you're not in the mood.

yes well, just mapped out some fizzix electricity thingys for future ref for the upcoming test.. darn the stupid quizzes that don't count for anything. you get all hyped up for it but it doesnt count. but then i suppose counting isn't the whole gist of tests are they..

bright and star*shiney

keli called just now! yay going to see her on saturday.. it was nice to hear a kiwi accent on the phone again.. i probably miss nz more than i know.

the Ps are coming back saturday night, got some edusave thingy award amajiggy on sunday morning so yeap, will have to miss church.. gah.

jo's on neopets. random.

today's chapel was about ruth :) i like her story, and also esther's she should be coming up soon..

imissnewzealand.

argh so many tests coming up on like lots of weeks. humbuggy.

anyway here's:

Chem conversation #4

Ethel: "I love chemistry, Mrs R is my favourite teacher" grins widely, too widely.
Rachel: "Yup. Chem is our favourite subject. yup..."
Ethel: snorts. "Self-denial."
Rachel: "Yeaa, we probably shouldn't lie to ourselves."
Together: "YuP."

came back from church just now.. went to the youth service at plmc and it's really pretty cool :)

i like going to church, coz my mind is nice and unfuzzled and clear.. wish we could have church all the time. today we were talking about being redeemed by Jesus and i realised that

... since instead of dying for my wrongdoings and sins, i've been given a second chance, i shouldn't be wasting it by doing nothing; i should be doing things and living every moment for Jesus because i owe Him a life..

right. so.

i'm going to shine like stars in the universe.
i'm not going to be a light hidden under a table.
i'm going to live for Jesus.
i'm going to live right in this depraved (morally corrupted) society.

man this sounds fun already :)

the P's have gone off so it's pretty slack around the house now...

i was going to do a swot timetable but i don't have all the topics yet so i can't.

i don't feel so funky. don't know why but tisnt nice.

doing greys now - it's on 2%. whoopee. jie is permanently glued to the computer chair, checking on grey's and playing spider sol.. i thought it was bad enough when mum was addicted.. wonder how she's going to cope for the week without it haha..

it's already going to be week4. it's been a month since school started. why has it been so fast? it's kinda scary to think that common tests are coming up in another month, then midyears then prelims then o levels. so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast. it sucks. kind of a lot.

i want to watch greys. it's on 3% now. yay.

it's weird not having parents around.. i wonder what it's going to be like.. hmm.

kelly comes soon! can't wait to see her again :D

i woke up 4 hours ago.

the globes were today - dempsey didn't win anything which is pretty sad but grey's won best drama! :D

and erm, yea.. for chem conversation #3 go to jeli's blog coz it should be there.. anyway, just listening to edge of the ocean (my blogsong) and it's not that clear so here are the lyrics:

Edge of the Ocean
Ivy

There's a place I dream about
Where the sun never goes out.
And the sky is deep and blue.
Won't you take me there with you.

Ohhh, we can begin again.
Shed our skin, let the sun shine in.
At the edge of the ocean
We can start over again.

There's a world I've always known
Somewhere far away from home.
When I close my eyes I see
All the space and mystery.

Ohhh, we can begin again.
Shed our skin, let the sun shine in.
At the edge of the ocean
We can start over again.

yep, this is without all the sha-la-las :)

such a fun day today
poke me if i start obsessing

i really want to watch:

Lord of the Rings (especially the 3rd one)
GREY'S ANATOMY - 6DAYS PART 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Queen

well most of all i really would like to if possible (it better be) watch grey's. really really why isn't is here yet? well actually i do know why but ti's always fun to rant and rave. but i really want to watch it NOW. i need it. soon. pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease i did all my holiday maths homework in one day just for it yesterday and i couldnt get it by then so pleeease make the internet go faster pretty prettyprettypretty please.

sobs.

sat next to ethel at church, apparently my sister knows her sister by sight, and her dad taught her in Sunday school yonks ago. and when he said hello, she turned to look at him to politely say hi and widened her eyes in shock (which can be intimidating and scary) so now he probably knows her as ethel's friend's sister with the huge eyes.

yeap. watching grey's clips. i can't wait. really can't. school tomorrow. yicky yick.

oh my gosh

i so can't wait - GREY'S ANATOMY HAS COME OUT!!!!

*screams incoherently and dances around the room while jumping up and down and scaring all the people away*

ahem anyway - a snippet of what school was like today, really short coz we only had a few periods today and a 3 perios break which was totally awesome but aly and ethel pang-sehed to go for art so jeli and i were just mucking around behind (or infront) of the pillar.

Chemistry Conversation (possibly monologue) #2

Jeli: "I hate chemistry, I don't get it."
Me: (offers sympathetic look)
Jeli: "In sec 1 i didn't really understand it, in sec 2 i also didn't really understand it, then sec 3 i didn't understand it summore so sec 4 how the hell am i supposed to be understand???"
Me: (smiles, then bursts into hysterics)

GREY'S SOON!!!

and it's finally the weekend. thank you for the rain ethel.

hey'lo :)

had a cca thingy today and that took aages but it's ok cos there's not much for us sec4s to do this year - i only have to boss around a bunch of sec 2s :D

anyway it's pouring outside and i had to get home by bus so i got a little wet but ho well. and not oh well. ho well.

"riveting information rachel" - says my sister.well humbug to you, aren't you all interesting slacking at home and watching the E! channel. nyeeeah. so there.

mum played a gazillion games of spider solitaire and gamed like 1. "crap" she says.

GREY'S TOMORROW! well. it's out tomorrow. i'll see it on saturday by *ahem* not very *ahem* well, means. heh heh. mm.

watched lord of the beans yesterday. it's insanely cute and adorable and veggie talesy :D go ear-of-corn!!

i need my grey's fix.

another day of school, nothing much happened, nothing spectacular just an ordinary day but i am so glad that it's ordinary, i really am so tired that anything exciting will just blow my brains.. which won't be extremely helpful in o level year and everything..

but then again i might just get a really hot neurosurgeon like mcdreamy hahha, but i doubt it - my luck isn't that great and also how many good looking doctors on this earth are there? seriously? ; P especially in singapore. anywaaaaayy........

can't wait for grey's on thursday, i haven't watched it since laast thursday which is really really long and everything so i think i deserve to watch it when it comes out. and also lord of the beans which ethel lent to me today haha, looks greeaaat can't wait to see it, neither can jie actually which is a nice surprise :D

listening to the grey's anatomy soundtrack now, bits of it anyway.. new band! : the ditty bops! hahaha *ahem* yes anyway they sing the cutest songs. :) i need my sleeeeep!

printed out sos articles all nicely double sided pieces of paper, in 2 rows, nicely fonted and sized, single spaced. yum.

i miss mcdreamy!

well the new year has started, and i've got resolutions as they do, and i must not be complacent. because it is the new year which is o level year and everything that i've been putting off has to start being done now.. no more procrastination from note-writing, revision, homework and stuff like that. have to be organised, at the top of my game 100% haha, go grey's. and yes i must refrain from watching everyday, well at least until the next episode comes out. i can wait til then - it's only in a few days. well 6 to be exact but i shant count.

school was alrightish, new school and evrything - i'ts just that i have blisters on my feet but thank goodness that the one on my sole didn't pop and bleed out all over the bottom of my sock. there are a lot of very nice songs out there. i wish there was a Christian radio station in singapore, kinda surprised that there isnt.. "sometimes my life, it feels so trivial" woot. music speaks.. but i shall make it not. somehow,.. "lost in a sea of faces"..

i like talking to my sister :)

anyway, i need to stop watching greys. addiction to a tv show with horrible values is not a good thing. greys is horrible besides the hot guys (mcdreamy, for those shocking people who don't watch greys) and the witty script. hmph.

i need to tack up some things on my cork board, nice quotes, Biblical verses, song lyrics, sermon notes. yes. that's my motivation. well it will be anyway. not greys.

dad got a walkman mp3 from the office - very cool, i'll put my Christian songs on it and listen while i work. i'm sure it'll definitely work.

my mind is full of all this fluff - it actually feels cloudy and at the watchnight service it felt to clear and clean.. and nice.

jo hyperventilated today again, apparently from stress? hope i dont get that during the year.. it doesnt look fun to do.

well it's been a short week at school, since wednesday and it's almost comforting to going back into a routine again, even if it is school.. jie is addicted to canal control on my phone. i want to play my snake2 again.. humbug. routine is nice

i hate having so many things to do and not knowing where to start. it really sucks. i really hate it. not even strongly dislike - hate.