"Greater love has no one than this,
that he lay down his life for his friends."

John 15:13

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"Ladies!
Will you please shut it?
Listen to me.
Yes, I lied to you.
No, I don't love you.
Of course it makes you look fat.
I've never been to Brussels.
It is pronounced "egregious".
By the way, no, I've never met Pizzaro but I love his pies.
And all of this pales to utter insignificance in light of the fact that my ship is once again gone. Savvy?"

yay for jack sparrow! pirates was real good, i liked it tons and tonnes and tuns :D yea you should go to http://www.pirates.com.sg for more awsome stuff. yea previews and thingys like that.

i'm totally off popcorn atm.

the holiday looms ahead

.. for me only in sec 4. probably santi too but yea haha. school's out for the summer!

oh i dont think i can sleep tonight

PIRATES TOMORROW!! yay SO HAPPY wheeeheee

not going to school tomorrow. for obvious reasons. yep big toothy grin

gave jeli her 16 jellies today :) finally managed to squeeeeze 'em in haha, and the book LoL

there are tingles up my fingers now,

ahem, well. need i say anymore

PIRATES IS COMING OUT IN 2 DAYS! and i'm going to see it in 3 days. and then agan in 4 days. and then again with ethel. oh what fun :D

i'm not going to be sad and mopey about my midyears, since i didn't study and it is really all my fault so i'm over it now, but i'm motivated. so motivated, never going to repeat tht again. nope. not ever. no more 2's for a maths. and 6's for lit.

o ho, who's is a dilemma now. hmm, how interesting to be said in deep scar-like kinda of voice.

be harried, hmph.

at school now, chinese thingy. english oral today, it's the prelim one too.. and i've only ever done one other.. the last year finals so i'm feeling kinda iffy.

can't do my commonplace book either coz i didn't bring the stuff and a little annoyed coz i left grey's dangling at cristina's wedding just to go swimming but the sun wasnt really out so yes, the sockline is still there.

ethel's not going. so that's all my 95 texts wasted but we're going to see pirates so hooray! watched the firstlook thingy on hbo yesterday so now i'm all hyped and excited yayness. can't wait for today to be over.

'blessed are those who are meek, for they shall inherit the earth'

went to plaza sing today, after waking up from an unpleasant dream to find people chipping away at the ceiling and the nestum not wanting to thicken.

yes anyway, we went to lidos to get tickets for pirates because i'm terribly singaporean in the kiasuness aspect, especially for pirates so yep. going to see it on fri 25th at 11am. you see i'll even wake up early to watch it :D

snapped a picture of johnny depp's poster on the moving advertisements in the corridor too couldn't resist (mate) yay! can't wait. bet this week's going to run like a person with his friend's hand on his forehead.

sushi from carrefour, ate at cathay's downstairs, argh grey's is being a pain, went to yamaha bought a new music book! got songs from harry potter, notebook, into the west (yay), chocolate factory, corpse bride :D so nice and pretty

want to watch cuckoo's nest. silly hightechness leaving all the old thingys behind :(

i so would really like ethello to go to the c.d. and so does everyone else. mmhmm.

"I'm sorry Jack, it would have never worked out between us."
"You keep telling yourself that darling."

i think it's nice how blogger sorted itself out. i'm such a loyalist i think.. nothing means more to me than loyalty, anything i can think of anyway. yup. loyalty's a big thing with me.

anywho, marks back today, little teensy disappointed with maths, sure i could've done much better if i'd studied properly but i'm satisfied. exhilarated with english though! whoohoo thank goodness i did well for my compo, think i'll type it up so jie can see all the way from china. (got 22.5/30 for it btw

Imagination

"Sarah, are you listening to me?" demaned the usually patient Ms Lydia. Sarah snapped out of her daydreaming and flashed a guilty look at her favourite teacher.

"Sorry miss," she mumbled to her lap. Ms Lydia gave her a firm look and continued with her mathematics lesson on basic algebra. Appearing seeming focused to the class, Ms Lydia allowed herself to wonder about the ten year old Sarah Bryant. She had known, as the girl's form teacher that Sarah came from a 'troubled family', that her mother had died last year from breast cancer and that the girl and her little brother were living with her aunt. Ms Lydia gleefully imagined that her father was a good-for-nothing bum that took off withanother woman before the children were born, that would be quite fitting for quiet Sarah's traumatc past. she glanced at the doe-eyed girl, whose thoughts were clearly elsewhere again.

Sarah looked out her classroom window, the friendly porthole that was her gateway to her imagination. The birds were singing a cheerful tune outside in the maple tree, past the plastic playground, past the green fence of her school. Sarah pretended they were singing to her, a special song that woul erase her past and make her future brighter somehow. She let her innocent heart soar with the upbeat, uplifting meoldy of the birds, and dance in green pastures with calm water, and plenty of daisies for a daisy chain crown. She played with the little woodland animals and lay in the tall green grass that surrounded her, a secure, protective barrier. Above her the blu sky painted white castles in the clouds for her, and the yellow sun beamed and told her she was wonderful. A soft breeze kissed her cheek and enveloped her in an embrace, whispering words of peace and protection. Sarah felt happy, carefree, loved.

But with a slip of her hand, Sarah's pencil fell to the floor, shattering er window of imagination and just like that, her utopia was lost. Sarah fell abruptly back into her clasroom, her spirit once again inhabiting her body, which was sitting in a chair, her hand supporting her head, her brown eyes fixed on something outside. With a jerk, Sarah was reminded of everything that happened, reality tumbled down like a cascading waterfall onto her small shoulders and they sagged, burdened with the weight of her world.

Almost in tears, Sarah quickly exused herself and ran to the bathroom. Locking herself in a cubicle with a clang, she sat down and cried as her past washed upon her as the surf breaks onto the shore. Her mother killing herself from an overdose, thrusting into Sarah's small hands her five year old brother. Her father abandoned the family a year before that after abusing them, and now a cold-hearted, reluctant aunt who had the warmth of a snowman.

Sarah stayed there until her hot tears cooled, until the bell signalling the end of school rang piercingly, echoing noisily through the corridors. The class was empty when she returned, save forMs Lydia.

"Are you all right Sarah?" she asked gently, her eyes exuding compassion and care.
Sarah so wanted to tell her everything, she burned to let it all out, to be cared for, but she could not. She could not allow herself to imagine that Ms Lydia cared, just in case she did not, so Sarah replied, "I had a really bad stomach ache," took her bag and left.

Ms Lydia watched Sarah leave the school gate, a small hunched figure walking slowly out, amongst the other laughing, running children, carrying much much more on her shoulders than her backpack, with haunting eyes of one who had seen too much.

Naked As We Came
Iron and Wine

She says "wake up, it's no use pretending"
I'll keep stealing, breathing her.
Birds are leaving over autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes 'round the yard

She says "If I leave before you, darling
Don't you waste me in the ground"
I lay smiling like our sleeping children
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes round the yard

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another pretty grey's song, watch two episodes today haha "i couldnt resist mate" (to be said in a jack sparrow type of voice) anyway, getting marks tomorow, yikes

i texted ethel 95 times yesterday. persuading, but she still won't give. and now she wants to cut her hair. humbuggery (sucks to your ass-mar) *raises eyebrows quickly*

oh dear. i'm afraid i've gone and done it now. hmm,

eyes wide open,

ah blogger is back! yay

today was so nice. as ice. got up at 9.00 by my sister, lazed around a bit. had a laugh. lots of laughs, breakfast, chatted with mum, sorted out my timetable, did some sets, (yes i did do something okaaay) went out to the mall, came back, felt miffed, watched lord of the rings, felt better and went out for dinner. a very good day i reckon, on a wednesday too. hm. of course i had dire-rear mmhmm of course i did. it just got better yep.

anyway, getting marks back on friday, yikes not sure i want to coz i knw for sure that i'm going to be disappointed in something. deserve it anyway not studying when i could have. and should have. so yea, not looking forward to it entirely..

jie's leaving for china tonight. going for 6 weeks, missing my entire june holidays. and she cant watch pirates. heh heh heh and right now i think i'm only going to watch it once. only once yes..

the clouds are so pretty right now, i'ts going to rain and the shadow is on the bottom, so it looks like it's really holding all the rain in.. nature is so beautiful we should spend more time admiring it

cant wait for the holidays, even though i have a whole lot of things planned out, mainly just the studying, i'm also hoping to finish the topical teewhyesses by prelim time and past papers for o levels. i dont even know when the prelims are so i think i better find out. yea, just maybe. besides all this zam prep i just feel this sense of calm, like i know it's going to be alright in the end and i shouldnt stress myself out.. which is really peaceful, and comforting so i'm glad.. joyful for it :) thank you God

so it begins..

the two weeks of nothing to do.. finished one flew over the cuckoo's nest today, and skimmed good wives coz i wanted to see how laurie ended up with amy, but little women is far far far better than good wives coz everything that happens is described nicely not just glazed over briefly.

at this rate i'll be reading the whole library by the end of the term SO i'm going to bring my own stuffs to do.. tomorrow. then maybe next week or end of this week i'll start my revision. i am very fortunate yes i am coz i have all this time, and all i want to do is blob hich is so not good coz i just get more tired like today after seriously doing nothing at all. good greifous . wish the library had coloured walls though, white is soo boring.

spark imagination spark,
needing it soonish coz i'm going to start writing. and also for a certain someone's certain something. need to discuss with PIC (partner in crime) first but it's so hard coz chinois is all day. humbuggy. sucks to your ass-mar

cant wait for pirates. yayness!

mothers' day today, gave mum the card and jie and jo made a cd and a poem - very cute.. pepper crab for dinner yay not going anywhere flash coz we can't be bothered going out so that's all good,

pretty tired coz we slept so late and woke up early for church,

two weeks of chinese ahead, which means i'll probably get pasty in the library with my lips turning blue, i guess i'll be doing revision but maybe i'll let myself have a little break first..

jie's going on wednesday night. for the whole holiday. ditching me AGAIN. hmph.

i think swearing is possibly the most annoying thing on earth

Wake Up
Ditty Bops

Wake up and smell the coffee
Rise and shine
The early bird gets the worm
Strike while the iron's hot
And whistle while you work

Stay on the trail
Keep your hands and arms inside the train
Don't stray
Watch your step
And wipe your feet
Draw inside the lines

What if you didn't know where the bad side of town was
Where would you wander to
So many places from which to choose
Would you let yourself be

Don't cause a scene
Mind your manners
Speak only if spoken to
You know what you are not to do
Watch and learn

What if you never were short for time
All meetings cancelled clocks stopped at nine
Without alarms the silence beams
Invited to be

What if you never heard a word they say
And up were down and night were day
I bet you'd have a lot more time to play
If you'd let yourself go

Breath deep
Speak out
Make up your mind
Be brave
Follow your dreams
Listen to your heart
Close your eyes
Make a wish

whoohoo!

the zammies are over and it's time to shape up our blob figures and sharpen our square eyes and possibly start work on the tanning of the feet

it's been a day and a bit since the zams ended and i've already done a whole bunch of things i haven't been able to do like

walking slowly
waiting at the bus stop without complaining
drinking free water from mackers
laughing til i cry
watching old people dance funnily
watching dad watch tv
going to ikea
eat real potato chips
WATCH LORD OF THE RINGS *hearts*

it's been a good day. it started at 10.30, i'm so unbelievably happy. and it's going to rain. best weather for slacking off and watching tv (lord of the rings, again) and me thinks it's time for a happy song hooray!

apple red happiness
popcorn cheerfulness
cinnamon singing inside.. whoo!
peppermint energy
gumdrop happiness
when you give a great big smile.. whoo!

i love pirates. meaning jack sparrow. the countdown begins til world's end! oh my it's only 12 days more. oh yea man i can't wait!

it's almost over.. but don't hold your breath the days will go by at snailpace i bet. but never mind i can look forward to the night that i have nothing to do. i'm so sick of sitting down in my chair i'd rather unpack boxes or clean the freaking toilet for goodness sake.

mother's day on sunday, need to locate the cardmaking things humdingerry that'll be a huge change to studying. i don't mind sitting down for that :)

the neighbour was watching lord of the rings this afternoon! and i could hear the music through the walls or the window or whatever but it was sooo annoying coz I WANT TO WATCH TOOO!

hmph.

pirates is coming out soon. yayness. cant wait. it's so going to beat spiderman's record man, i'd rather have a dashing pirate than a guy in red and blue tights. ick. like bad bad images

the comfort of my bed awaits

Blood and Peanutbutter
DC Camplight

(Male) Once when I look
and saw u standing by the subway line
but if you found out it was a lie
I would die to know where you lie to go

oh what does it mean
baby it didnt show til 8.15
and should u love another guy
I would die to know where you lie to go
to see him tonight

try a little luck with a sunny smile and a witty eye
and you may find a smiling guy
and a little air between your lips and mine
oh cry almost like a baby so dont be surprise
if don't find you can comply
when i'm on my knees looking for recipes

So wouldn't you answer the phone
and tell me you're all alone
i saw you everyday
i'm begging you to don't go away

(female) I don't even know your name couldn't call you anything
should have call you baby maybe just a little grant
I dont even like it when you're making all the noise for me
I don't even know your name couldn't call you anything

(male) Hold on you didn't tell me baby you'll be back at dawn
or in the back sit out by your lawn
I would die to know where you lie to go
oh no having trouble finding out which way to go
i'm stuck in slow mo
looking on the ground for the love i've found

Answer the phone and tell me you're all alone
i saw you everyday i'm begging you to don't go away

(female) I don't even know your name couldn't call you anything
should have call you baby maybe just a little grant
I dont even like it when you're making all the noise for me
I don't even know your name couldn't call you anything

i spent practically the whole day doing geog today thinking that they would mix up the questions so i'd have to study all of it. then i looked back at the past years' ones and found that the topics were seperate. SO dealing with environmental management just became mental management coz the whole day's work was wasted. but i think i'm going to do agriculture and tourism. forever and ever.

hmph

there's something wrong with the toolbar on this thing, it's so fat and ugly. hm oh well

still need to do the culture by the bay thing for art, on the singapore river. like what on earth but whichever.. i need to do it for points so yea think i'll paint.. don't think i'm going to tackle watercolours just yet heh heh

getting late.. gotta wake up for church tomorrow, didn't do half the things i said i wanted to so my card is low and i havent gotten first yet. which is probably bugging me the most haha

SO

if anyone would like to do something nice if you do come across first movie magazine which should be around $4.50 could you get it for me pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease hahha i'll pay you back and all :D

two more down.. tons more to go!

at least the freak week is overr.. all the main humanities gone! all the main writing ones anyway, probably should have developed left arm muscles and become ambidextrous before this year.. note to self to tell jo in advance.

maths was quite easy i think, just hope i didn't waste it on carelessness.. have a feeling i was speaking out loud when i was working out the problems haha! well if it works.. :D

social studies was d and d! hooooraaayy i was sooo happy when i flipped it over - was like the only thing i could remember.. pretty sure it'll come out for o levels too coz it hasnt been tested since like aaaes ago. so everyone should study that! hint hint

sciency mathsy week ahead. yikes. have to revise everything. sucks a little too badly but i have to feel guilty for not starting earlier. two hours of grey's this weekend! going to abstaaain hahaha coughs gags ahems. well i need to study anyway
*shock horror am i actually uttering these words??*
so going to watch it after the midyears along with pirates and lord of the rings, mainly aragorn actually but hey who's saying anything.. yup film fest!

oh yea, and the beginning of the proper studying for prelims. we need code word for studying. coz studying is beginning to sound as baaaaad and very extremely frightening.

sigh, dorian gray is still downstairs haunting me. it should be in the library already! forgoodnesssake it's due today you know.. oh well, return it tomorrow, top up my card and buy FIRST MAGAZINE!! coz johnny's on the cover yayness. with an exclooosive interview so yep

lit was today not sure if i did well or not, but i hope i did.. hm

social studies is killing me it's so unbelievably boring! gragh

whoohoo johnny's on the cover of first again! *hearts* going to get it asap.. cant wait for pirates to come out! which means the end of the term, the end of midyears, the start of the holidays..

really need to sleep,

why don't you let it all out?

wreck of the day
anna nalick

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
When all my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

whoohoo english is overr

the poor other pple had chinese too heheh.. imagination. i hope didn't go off topic.. and i think it was quite well done, it's just that the last time i thought that about chain reaction it came back disappointing.

thesaurus words ricocheting around my head.. what lit does to you.. that's tomorrow, hope i do ok.. i have studied.. never actually thought of myself as a last minute person but it's working quite alrightish actually..

i've been hiccupping on and off the whole day.. not very fun actually. hmph

what's the past tense of sneak? is it sneaked or snuck?