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fizzix wasnt the best paper even though i think i was pretty confident (if that makes sense) with the concepts and stuff.

so when it came to the mcqs i was like k i can do this then like when there was 5 more minutes i was just more than half way and so i had to colour in the 'lozenges' (haha!) in a pretty pattern even though jie said the answer is always B. actualy she said that when i was going to do my maths paper which doesnt have mcqs. SO.

humf. the paper was wwaaaay better i guess. coz i felt like i knew what i was doing but i'm not quite there yet to know that what i was doing is right. so yeah. completely left the lines of action one blank though. which is like 7 marks gone coz i think i'll get 1 for drawing in the weight HEH.

i sent jie off in the morning todaay, brandon picked me up in his cute/cool car (not his vespa) at like 5.30am. went round to get hannah and rachK too. he hadnt slept yet coz of the euro *surprise surprise* euro ruins people i tell you. (i'm just saying this coz i'm STILL miffed that england isnt there and now neither is netherlands and germany's in the finals rah) yah so the airport was pretty empty which seemed kinda strange, but it was nice seeing everyone. even though i'm going to see the rest of them off on saturday and i'll be the only one left boohoo.

stupid school and it's stupid stupid timetables.

haha everyone asked me whether i had school today coz i was at the airport, and i said yeah later in the afternoon i've got a common test. and all their expressions were like this o.O
'the world stops when the exams come around' mmhm. yeah brandon sent me and josephine and annie home/office and i slept again from 8-9.30 haha. morning escapades are fun but they kinda ruin you for the rest of the day. oh well

last paper tomorrow! 8-9am then it's freedom and i can finally have my proper holiday HA.

1 MORE TO GOOOOOO!!! =D

today was maths, was almost late coz left the house slightly later than planned. but i was ON TIME. very very on time yeah. then the annoying guy went to delete all my calculator applications so like woe am i going to do now. rah. why does it have to be so complicated? (referring to my darling gc >: I)

yup so the paper was alrightish. realised i'm getting slower now coz i didnt have time to check which is probably coz i havent been practicing and yeah COMMON TESTS AFTER THE HOLIDAYS IS THE SILLIEST THING YOU CAN DO. rah. yeah but i think it should be good. a good pass methinks.

it was better than the last year ct that i practised in the morning. i got 50% for that and i realised how much i hate functions and ln graphs.

went home and jo with her itchy scratchy **** was there watching the incredibles so i sat down with her haha. a well deserved breeaaak! (claims i) yah so that was that til dinner. and i'm just narrating and it's a bit weird. yeah so jap buffet for dinner (i didnt have any lunch today just for that) coz jie's off to her favourite place once again =)

sashimi is *bliss*

oh i think i mugged for the first time on monday night. and dealt with the consequences too. i crammed the last 2 chapters of econs that night and IT DIDNT COME OUT. yesh. so mugging sucks and shall not be practiced any more.

eh heh. getting up in about 6 hours to send jie to the airport. hope i'm not late for fizz at 12.

3 DOWN 2 TO GO!!

you know its funny how i'm getting more regular with posting now that the exams are here. k tests rather. whichever sounds less drastic.

so econs was today, think i didn't write that well not enough time and well SHE CHEATED US OF 2 MINUTES!! ngh. i think i couldve written tons in 2 minutes in my cursive scrawl thing, but yeah i had to leave my XED bit hanging gah.

but alright! gp and econs are overrr! now it's just maths, fizz and cse. yayyy i told mum 'yay it's maths tomorrow!' and she gave me this face like i was some freak and said 'i dont think i've ever said that in that tone in my entire life.'

haha but it's the only subject somewhat like sec school (meaning i'm pretty confident at passing and doing relatively well) yuh. fizz is almost there but minus the doing well part.

sending jie off at the airport on thurs morning YES EVEN THOUGH IT'S MY COMMON TEST WEEK but oh well. somethings are like more important. duh (even though it does mean leaving the house at 5.15am ah!) but yay =) going to the airport again on saturday morning to send the rest of my ex-team off =D

can't wait for friday! yuup going out with china trip people, then shopping with mum before the sale ends on me before i get to buy anything. um yeah.

oh i had the awesomest nap just now. right after the paper yeh. can't believe i took the test when i was so sleepy.

jie's just given me her ipod =)

2 down 2 to go!

*yawn*

power naps are the most fantastic things in the world. i had 2 this afternoon =)

right so gp was today so last night i didnt sleep properly. it's yeah, well inevitable. recently. yea so jo was packing last minute (inevitable since forever) and i text ethel at 11.45 her unbirthday message (cut it a bit close there) and i was kinda annoyed i was still awake. but oh well, God is goood coz

GP IS OVERRRRRRRR wooOo00t! ah i couldnt help smiling, no Grinning after it was done. yeah. YAY! i did the only education one, which i hope i did ok but atm i'm just past caring.. yeah so the question was 'education divides. is this true for your society?' and so to cut it super short i said no. and blabbed out all the past social studies stuff that i had imprinted in my head somewhere. *shrugs* but what was fantastic is that i think i made sense! and i managed to complete it completely.. yeh. hm (how else can you complete it?) yeah but anyway =D

so post mortem for that is that, met up with the cse people after! ahaha great seeing them again but i havent seen tammie for like yonks. yuh. oh well doopdidoot

had people over today, the yorks, then the teos then the kohs. yeah so that was mm. tried to do econs. i really shouldnt have left most of it today what on earth was i thinking but yeah whatever. (i say this now) rah i just cant wait for this week to be over.

THE PICK DISAPPEARED INTO THE PIANO woe!? mooop.

alright, market structure left. *exhales* we can do this.

i've been noticing sunsets ever since nadiah told me it's most pretty at 6.30ish to 7.15ish =) it's just beautiful and i want to take picture of it all the time but that's like everyday and they all turn out sorta the same. but it wows me anyway

1 down 2 to go

i was just thinking, blog quizzes are like life. there are so many questions and most of their answers is God, and it's kinda sad to see what other solutions people come up with.

sad. saddening. yeh. so that's my piece of randomness for today.

- warning: whining ahead -

ARRRHHGHGH where did my holidays goooOOoo!!!??!!? 'yesterdaaaaay, all my troubles seemed so faaar awaaaaaay.' oh weeps. rahgh to gp and econs and essays on the whole and ngh to common tests after the holidays and ugh for school. k well not actually school, i think it's the cts that just really bug me.

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*exhales* k i think i'm done. but typing out rants doesnt quite have the same effect as ranting in voice.

today was an awesome day. service was good! prayer was great, more prayer i say=D part of the good bit was that jie drove to tng today hahah! k it wasnt the hIghlight but it was a plus point. sermon was good, worship was good, they got commissioned, gave out presents!, had an awesome lunch with the cell *dreeeeaaaamy* haha and yay for grey's!, and ranting about econs ahaha.. and yeah, cell was good too - i'm getting a ride from hannah on sat! yayyy =) and maybe thurs too :D so i can send the jie off, and nikki and luke and yeah the rest of them on sat

ah i wish i were going, but yeah. i'm cool. *does the nadiah pokey 2 finger thingy* HAHA it's giong to be nice seeing them again at school =)

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cold is the absence of heat. darkness is the absence of light. where's the light? all in the church.

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the guitar rocks. and my guitar fingers hurt. but not that much anymore.
AND I WANT TO PLAY SOCCER SOONISH OR SOME UNFORTUNATE THING IS GOING TO END UP GETTING KICKED INSTEAD.

and someone's gonna get hurt reeeal bad.

and i should go to bed soonish. after reading gp because that's just a natural reaction, and a remedy for imsomnia.

'But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.'
John 14:26

this i'm calling forth.

1)What are you most disappointed about? um, i dunno but up there would be having weird relations (or no relations) to the relations.
2)Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket? ooh. hm. nz, france, egypt, israel, china, DISNEYLAND omg! and take people with me too =)
3)What’s your favorite thing to do? cant think of just one.. err but hanging out with the sisters is up there.. 'let's talk.' *crickets*
4)Do you think money can buy happiness? No, is anyone so ignorant to think so still?
5)If u can have one dream to come true, what will it be? ah this question keeps coming up and my answer changes all the time. to live for God completely. really.
6)Do you believe you can survive without money? yup. my currency's God muahaha
7)Have you ever played an instrument? yup: yay for guitars but boo to guitar fingers.
8)If you win $1million, what will you do? *shrugs* go shopping at gap and esprit HAHAH
9)What do yeu think of urself? well i'm thinking this person needs to learn how to spell.
10)List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. snarky, fun-ny, sweet
11)What makes you happy? having a holiday. SERIOUSLY
12)What type of person you hate most? someone who's insensitive.
13)Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road? down the road is... CHURCH oh goodness. talk about calling forth hahaha
14)If you have a superpower, what will it be? being able to fly through walls. doors are cumbersome and i'm lazy.
15)What do you think is the most important thing of your life? gee oh dee.
16)If it's the end of world, what will it be your last wish? for my friends to believe in Jesus
17)If you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time? When will it be? oh i'd go back to when i was 9, in nz, just learning to play soccer and climb trees and ride a bike and having the park opposite my house and yeah.
18)Which anime character you like most? i dont know any. oh i do but i dont like it most. sailor moon anyone?
19)Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her? Hmm =D
20)What's your favorite song, currently? how to save a life by the fray. oh! and with all that i am. had it stuck in my head for ages.

alright: people: hm. CHUNGJIAYU :P, jeli, ethel, aly, alicia!, hm.. i think i'll spare jie.. jo! aaand anyone else who feels like it.

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rah doing quizzes completely ruins any mood you wanted to set for a post. i'll blog tomorrow.

you know what.

i hate it when the devil gets to me. but i really hate it worse when the devil gets to the people i love. really really argh it pisses me off ttm RAH I HATE YOU.

i was walking home from school this morning and i wondered how come we do prayer walks in places that we visit for the first time but we totally forget about the place that we live in?

how did the world get so freaking terrible.

and yet miracles are still happening, God is still around doing His thing, there's still hope. it's not all so black and inky - there's light and it's coming.

'And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. '
Romans 8:28

Quiz from shane (again haha)

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike or unable to answer with a new question formulated by themselves.



B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged can't refuse.(but whatever lah) These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.



#1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? oh.



#2. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? days filled with nothing that i can just do anything and everything (aka holidays, but not filled with studying and homework and school.)



#3. what will your dream wedding be like? um (i'm thinking this isn't shane's question) simple and pretty.



#4. what would you do with a billion dollars? lots of things



#5. would you give money up for love or give love up for money. give money up



#6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved! <3



#7. how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? you dont really intend for these types of thingys..



#8. if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? keep a weather eye out on the horizon



#9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? YES. moop



#10. what is the worst you've ever felt these days? when jo sings elvis presley at his key. OMG. hahah no j\j, um. on saturday night. and i havent answered the question. oh well



#11. what cheers you up the fastest? a snarky line of jospeak, meiji chocolate, or lotr music, photos, memories =)



#12. how do you see yourself in ten years time? freaking out coz i'm so old! haha working in something awesome



#13. who is currently the most important people to you? people? hm. jie, jo, mum, ethel darlingest, aand geez everyone's important man. hmph.



#14. what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? haha ferrero rocher! analyse it on your own ;P



#15. would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? *shrugs* depends who the guy is.



#16. what's the first thing you do every morning? jump at my alarm and grumble for ruining my dream.

#17. would you give all in a relationship? all in good time



#18. if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? heh. how can? dont pick either HAHA



#19. what type of friends do you like? it's so unfair to define them - but they all rock! (that's why i'm friends with them. duh)



the 8 people will be tagged here: jeli, aly, ethel, and the other personalities of ethel, JIAYU SO SHE CAN HAVE SOMETHING TO BLOG ABOUT, err, i think the other ethels took up the rest of the space.

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it was really great hanging out with them again, even though it's been a while since it's been, but it's yeah. jie said you dont know how much you compromise til you go back to the original but ah it's Complicated, says dorian gray.

haha michael jackson rocks.

oh yeah maths mock thing today, missed an A by half a mark so i'm quite alright with it atm. and i'm strangely confident for fizzix even though i havent revised that yet. was just looking at it and it's like once you know you kinda know? or something.

i watchd free willy today! omg havent seen it for ages and ages and yeah i think listened to the dialogue for the first time today somehow. yeah it's happening a lot everytime i watch old movies. even like winnie the pooh. mmhm.

jo's going to sulk, she says with a smile on her face.

new comp!

yay

it rocks ttmm. um yeah. =D but now it means i need all my emoticons back (oh the immense problems of my tiny uneventful life) *tries at emo and fails desperately*

sorry tammie, dont think i'm cut out for dark and emo/twisty - bright and shiny all the way man!

watched grey's last night on the somewhat double bed with all the pillows behind us and squealing over dreamy <3 hahah but i'm sooo glad merder are back together yay now i'm going all soppy over couples and i'm going to stop now.

sunday rocks. even if saturday night doesnt. and suddenly written hidden journals seem so much more appealing, but maybe after the whole china photos-ness blows over i'll blog proper again. PEOPLE STOP READING MY BLOG!

right that so doesnt work, coz it's up for like the world to see (literally) and i dont want people reading it? mmhmk. but i love the skins i really do. what a lame excuse to have a blog, but seriously blogskins are awesome.

and so is this song!

Your Name
Phillips, Craig & Dean

As morning dawns and evening fades
You inspire songs of praise
That rise from earth to touch Your heart
and glorify Your Name

Your Name is a strong and mighty tower
Your Name is a shelter like no other
Your Name, let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to save
But Your Name

Jesus, in Your Name we pray
Come and fill our hearts today
Lord, give us strength to live for You
and glorify Your Name

Your Name is a strong and mighty tower
Your Name is a shelter like no other
Your Name, let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to save but
Your Name

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i kinda cant wait for school to start after the cts are done with. and i sorely wish i was going this july to china, but it's all in God's timing so i'm just going to yup it.

yup.

ah but it's so good seeing everyone again, seems like i was away for ages! had a good cell time yesterday, even if it was only the 5 of us..

'No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.' Romans 8.37

you said it,
i believe it,
so be it.

ah there's so much i want to say from all that i've been absorbing over the week but it just doesnt want to come out. (among other things.. but yeh)

the whole light in the church thing, the father-God thing, the Your Name thing, the prayer ultimate thing it's like all in there and and yeah it's just there. and it needs to be out

i'm kinda excited suddenly for the rest of the year. i dunno why though. it's like another one of those second chances that you can start again where things are more or less refreshed and energised. second chances are all over the place it's just when you want to start, and the 'second half of the year' seems like a good place. hopefullly this whole fresh energised thing makes it past the first week.

(i need to play soccer soon i'm feeling really yikky inside)

i feel kinda proud to be chinese.

*shrugs*

anyway i've been having a whole series of wonderful wonderful dreams which i'm not going to go into detail HERE coz like, like yeah. hm

so i spent the whole day making the planner thing for pw which i'm finding incredibly amazing coz right, i made a photo stand thing for glenda at the start of the year and IT'S THE SAME DESIGN as the planner! SO we dont have to rethink of how to make it coz i already know how. AND i've got all the tools to do it thanks to mum and nz and everything is so breezy and awesome and yes thank you God so much! it's just so w0wing everytime you even experience the tiniest peek into a bigger plan =)

i can't believe i haven't taken a picture of the guitar yet! (which needs to have another name since now we have 2) but mine's slimmer and lighter and jie's's stockier haha. but i'm getting better with the chords especially C *glares* so that's great, but i'm neglecting the piano! :( can't seem to do both at the same time, but the guitar is so much easier..

been out everyday this week except today, mon: pw at clarke quay, tues: studying at esplanade and sushi buffet for reward!, wed: out with The Gang to school =), thurs: pw again at cathay. i was supposed to go out to the diocese place to study with chesed, but i had a headache in the morning :( next week though!

yeah so that's half my official holiday gone, and i havent touched econs yet. gulps.

cell tomorrow, and NOT diva la futbol sadly :( but it's not just coz of cell, but it's like some faraway place and takes the whole day and i need to do physics and yeh. booOo

and how on earth does one study for gp?

for easyER access, so people *tammie* wont have to look so far haha,

the link for china pictures are here!