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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

omger yay for the holiday tomorrow! am feeling slightly egh at the fact that i'm not studying anything tomorrow coz i left fizzix and maths in the locker and gp can go and hang itself on a hook somewhere until i'm recollected my peace (or pieces) of mind to start at that again.

(we attempted to do the aq today) key word being attempted. result of attempt shall be left unsaid.

lessons were blah, as usual. i dont actually go to school for lessons really.

i had icecream and waffle today! (i don't go to school for that either)(k well maybe somewhat) so that was yum. had to wait an age and a half for the talent management programme thingus to start at 3. it's about giving opportunities for saints to go to ivy league unis. until today i hadn't even considered going overseas. not that i'm considering now or anything, but i considered for 2 minutes today and that was enough.

yeah so the benefits of being in the tmp (do dey haf 2 haf n abbreviation 4 evrythg???) are pretty awesome, it would look fantastic on one's testimonial.. just that one has to get at least 70 rank points for common tests to stay in said programme and one thinks that one hasn't got the slightest chance judging by one's current test results. but it's worth a try since i'll be in until the cts.

heh

anyway so that made me late for sfc and i got bopped on the head by rachael, my fellow same-sounding-name-person (homonym? homophone? one of those) hahaha. it was about temptation, and prevention of it. we got into cell groups! yay me and chesed are in the same one with rebekah as cell leader :)

why is it that sometimes our relationship with God seems closer at some times and not other times? coz there's the holy spirit, like the constant - always there, with max power, just waiting. then there's us - fluctuating in the amount of dependence on God, less when everything is seemingly under control and more when things get out of hand. it's sad that it happens, it means that to us God is just someone that we go to for help, and not a close friend? so in the end our closeness with God depends on our dependence on Him. it seems like a simple maths formula of some sort so the solution is pretty simple (sounding) too - depend more?

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went out with dp, min fang and pei fen to plaza sing for dinner so i missed the weekly walk to the station with shane, chesed and ben :( ate at some jap place with a name of some near impossible tongue twistyment of vowels but the food was good. went crazy with nac (japanese food is so photogenic, especially raw salmon) hahah! pity alicia couldn't come though

plaza sing again tomorrow! (which is in 3 minutes) going to do gpp at starbucks so that's going to be reeeealy productive with us surrounded by cheesecakes screaming 'eat me!' nyum nyum :) hope we can get stuff done

alrighty offski to thine bed - thy beckons to sweet dreamuluses and divine airconditioning..

.. has any noticed that it's been really stuffy lately? (jie and tessa you can stop waving both your hands, i see you two [and hear ONE])

11:33 pm

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

right.

so i'm in the library now blogging conveniently invalidating every bit of fizzix that i've just memorised for the test later

yesterday was.. eventful. i played miss pseudo sickness to be able to watch the game at kovan. i didn't know i love soccer so much that i would do that. or maybe not just soccer, ny soccer. so i got there, and i'd already missed the first 15 minutes. and i had to walk down the sideline past THE WHOLE FREAKING SA TEAM to get to where ny was sitting. much thanks to elyssa for saying hi to me when i was wearing my ny pe shirt haha. it was expected, but peiqi played awesomely. well everyone did actually, it was just that the opposition was better. can't wait for it all to be over.

i dont know why i felt i had to go yesterday. it was just another game. maybe i had to prove that i didn't forget them. or in desperation to say that i'm still a part of them. or just in spite and bitterness that i couldnt make their team.

they came over to shake hands after, and i'm surprised how many actually recognise me.

michelle treated me hersheys and ribena after. and more :) thanks dear, i really needed it.

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my stomach is stiff.

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what ben said at morning worship was really... wise, as usual hahha. he said it's not what goes on during mw that's important, but it's what happens after.

mrs lee made me service learning rep whatever on EARTh they're supposed to do. but she mentioned something about compassion and all that. huh . at first i was like 'whAt.' and then it didn't seem so bad. it happened quicker than usual, which is strange but i think i'm seeing the silver lining faster nowadays.

what on earth is talent management? i'm up for that tomorrow at 3. will be missing the first half hour of sfc WHICH IS THE WORSHIP BIT I'M SO ANNOYED so that really sucks. slver linings dont exist when i'm missing out on that. hmf

and ny's playing srjc tomorrow.

Spirit fall like rain

2:59 pm

Saturday, April 26, 2008

thank God for the weekend. really really really really really.

:D

went out to vivo after school with the sister :) bought tops at forever 21 - the basic kind coz those are the only decent kind there.. all the rest are slightly scary :\ haha.

in the holidays (those famous words) i needa go tiong bahru and queensway for jeans and other stuffs..

michelle you owe my 2 bucks! well since the last time i saw you, but i just remembered again :)

i havent played soccer for ages and ages and ages. and i just learned how to kick low and hard too. i think i've said it before, but oh well.

oh sobs, man u lost today. and there were so many yellows

feeling rather accomplished so far this weekend coz i managed to do econs without tearing my hair out, did gp summary aaaaaaand study for physics. well, mindmapped stuff anyway. but i think i should pass well this time heh heh.

aah wish i could go for the trip in july, but it's just coz everyone else is going too i think. well even if it isn't, it's still in my second week of term and common tests are still going on i think. siigh. bugger to school schedules. 5hour bus rides, with one of my favourite groups of people, with cool weather, and missing the shinannigan oh maaaaaaan

it hasnt sunk in that i'm going to china at the end of next month. that's really very soon. hm

feeling rather in the swing of things, like i've finally reached the pace that jc's making everyone stay at. but maybe that's coz i've had a fairly relaxing saturday compared to previous weeks. i only count friday nights and saturdays as weekends.. sunday's off limits coz of church and cell :) whatever extra time is just added bonus hahha. weekends should be 3 days! proper work life balance man.

oh i even managed to watch greys today haha. i guess it's good i didn't go swimming.

i realised that almost every moment that i get to stand still - like on the train and just waiting for the lift or something my eyes just automatically shut. heh.

10:35 pm

Friday, April 25, 2008

finally! the end of the week :) it's been a loonnnng day - not eating til lunch (hm) then having my feelings cheated with the promise of subway! haha but that's alright, pattaya rice is an okayish substitute. (i just did econs bear with me)

pictures are up! here http://picasaweb.google.com/cheeze.crackers for sports day and more ny soccer :D

hope i can get to the game on monday, i'll try my luck with mr ng heh.

10:08 pm

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

today!

sports day, got up late-ish coz i couldn't get to sleep last night for some reason or another.. vaguely remember having such a bizaaaaaarre dream too. but i just managed to catch the train so that was nice.

sports day was lots of yelling, milo, pictures!!, finding shane watching house (?!), watching races, having a shuteye etc etc

lunch was more fun! haha went out with the sfc people to some strange in the middle of everywhere foodcourt place coz botak jones was there.. western food - tastes all the same now :\ but the company was awesome :)

went to jalan besar stadium after to see ny play raffles.. managed to get there and back without getting lost so that was an achievement haha.

i didn't know how much i missed ny soccer until i saw them playing. then i began to REALLY began to miss playing with them. and also the fact that i havent played soccer for over a week didn't help :( can't wait for season to be over so i can rejoin training.. (how ironic is that) oh well.

but no, i dont regret leaving. it's just that i'm sorely missing them. (but sorely missed? irrelevant and uneeded)

K PICTUREs ARRRRE not up yet. but they will be soonish!

looking forward. (and not just to the weekend)

9:39 pm

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

hello!

the start of the week again, had fizzix spa on monday morning :\ but i think it went alright even though she yelled her head off at us after. i was just so happy it was over it sort of just washed right over my bubble of happiness hahah!

2 hours break! the food in the canteen (oh sorry, CAF) is getting more and more bleaugh. studied maths in the library and stared out of the window.
then there was econs which we all have to keep on ours toes.
maths test - MI and summation. which should be ok, which means i should pass.. anyway i have an alright feeling about it which is good. i hope.

pw bla bla. pe! played captains ball!! haha more like a netball with a tinge of rugby and soccer (in terms of red cards) hahah :D it was lots of fun though. *loves games*

today was rather mmf. COZ when i woke up it was pouring outside and every single cell in me just wanted to curl up in my blankets and go back to sleep. :( i was surprised jie didn't wake up the way i was shooting evils at her. hmph

yeah so my shoes were soaked but i brought extra (yay) so that was okayyyyy. pe was napfa in the morning. the first thing was situps which i did terribly for. sucks ttm man . because of that my gold is gone so i'll retake on monday. gmf. was redeemed by my shuttle though hahhah.

sports day tomorrow! yay :) and i have the camera. and we're having an sfc lunch. and i'm going to see the team tomorrow. and i think there's shepherd's pie for dinner. YAY

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(discussing council votes)
'.. it's not like one vote's going to matter.'
'hey you never know, a single grain of rice can tip the scale'
'hold on.. wasn't that from....'
'mulan.'
'HAHAH oh mann our wise sayings are from disney films?!?'

9:50 pm

Sunday, April 20, 2008

service was awesome today :)

pastor reuben spoke today, about how to be transformed by the spirit, and the whole sermon was from 2 Corinthians 3.18

'And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit'

yeah so he said that whatever we focus on, we'll be transformed into - whatever we expose our minds to, we're being transformed by it subconsciously. therefore if we focus on God and His word then we'll slowly be transformed into it! which is awesome any way you slice it.

and it has to be a continuous process too, like planting a seed.. you have to put it in the soil and keep it there for it to grow. so the seed is God's word, the soil is man's heart, and the plant is our transformation :D and also for a caterpillar to become a butterfly it just eats and eats and eats. so we should feed on God's word all time.

so when we're transformed, we'll look into the mirror and not see our human sins and flaws and our inabilities BUT we'll see God's glory reflected in it, which is God's excellence, grace, mercy, perfection.

and we have the choice to become like that - all we have to do is just focus on God... sure it sounds easier than it probably is, but it's worth it

we sang this at cell today,


All the Heavens
Reuben Morgan
Holy, Holy are you Lord.
The whole earth is filled with Your glory.
Let the nations rise to give
Honor and prase to Your name.

Let your face shine on us.
And the world will know You live.

All the heavens shout Your praise,
Beautiful is our God,
The universe will sing:
Hallelujah to You, our King.

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so i got home, all encouraged and ready to tackle gp when i suddenly remember to check for the PI which i'm glad i did, coz i signed into msn at 4.30 and received the email from mrs lee and 4.31 so i had maximum time to finish it :)

and gone were the hopes of playing soccer today :( but just as well coz they weren't playing anyway. i feel rather accomplished this weekend i have to say.

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THANK YOU, for the week. thanks for being with me, thanks for making things happen, thanks for helping me make things happen :D

9:22 pm

Saturday, April 19, 2008

'but why, WHY would he do that??'

'because he's a lummox isn't he.'

jack sparrow - a quote for every situtation.

BUT WHY.

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last night was strange. we shifted the tables around upstairs so the stuffy desk isnt mine anymore HAHA i was tired as and i have no idea what from? then it was the rude shock which just left me absolutely mortified and hugging my pillow.

i had an awesome sleep though. dreamt something about me and jie wanting to go somewhere quiet to study or something, and there was something about alicia telling me that we had to take a bus to see ny play soccer somewhere close by but i couldn't (so what's new), and zooming around on some wheely thing in a huge department store selling sports stuffs.

did tons today - finished my 2 econs essays!! yay. aaand i watched snow white HAHAH just to keep in touch with the slacking part of me again.

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snap out of it already! or rather snap back, you've been gone for too long.

10:56 pm

Friday, April 18, 2008

i should be doing my econs homework. stupid essays and all..

but! i'm celebrating the doneness of my pi (well done hopefully haha) but it's finally over so i'm just taking some time to blob in front of the computer :D

tgif tgif tgif!!!! and as usual, i do have homework to do over the weekend - and a maths test on monday. and napfa on monday. and something else by monday. hmf.

WHEN'S SOCCER?!?! i'm having withdrawal symptoms i swear :(

alrighty! pictures here http://picasaweb.google.com/cheeze.crackers for LIFECONCERT and other school stuffs :D finally downloaded picasa which is very funky in terms of editing even though they dont have the smudging thingy that's on photoshop.. ohwell. all the hightech editing stuff, it's strange that they can have photography competitions. how would they know whether they faked stuff or not?

been watching this doco for cse about the mzd years, and it's just so terrible what people do to one another for a 'cause'. how can people just do these horrible things and stay silent? how could they have kept quiet? why didn't someone do something?!?! geez. with a history like that, and people wonder why our society is so passive.

les cheveux is coming back, moving home tonight :\ *goes into clearing up frenzy*

I PASSED MY FIZZIX TEST! thank you God :D

4:32 pm

Wednesday, April 16, 2008
special!

yay today was another awesome day :)


morning worship was special today, not just the usual. which is quite strange to say usual, coz every morning worship is different, but today's was just extraspecial, differenter so to speak.


we sang hosanna again! the song we sang on sunday at church. you know i think it's unbelievable how many things that seem coincidental but really are very special.


OH NO I HAD SOMETHING AWESOME TO SAY BUT I FORGOT!!!!


mmf.


ummmm. congrats to peifen for making it through the sc interview!! and for shane for getting into the pesa thingy.


OH i remember now. :D we ran 2.4 on monday and i for 13.35 minutes! wooOOt alright so it doesnt sound so awesome now but it was at the time coz the A is less than 14 muahaha.


i finally have the camera this week coz jie's at school examming and all that. yay :) brought it for CCA ORIENTATION today which was super fun and probably the only orientation that i enjoyed. hm. i think i'll put some photos up. today's the first time in a long while that i have no homework so i'm toally milking it and catching up on the all the lost hours of tv watching haha


ok here we are :) there are only a few coz i was busy getting wet and floured.

priscilla, sharon, rebekah, gillian! sfc j2s :)

sharon! blowing flour haha

our theme verse that was in the flour

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yeah so that was really awesome :) even though before i was just so tempted to go down to kovan and watch ny play their first game against raffles.. congrats to jiayu and mad for scoring! maybe i'll see them next week. *big hug*

alright, off to bed.


10:16 pm

Monday, April 14, 2008

k now it's monday and i'm in school. just finished having physics so that went terribly. sucks to the invisible kinematics questions! grr. nmf isn't here today, she's sick :( which reminds me of.... something but i forgot. hershey's chocolate and almonds is yum.

on saturday went for soccer. mixed feelings. again *in forrest gump tone* but it was alright. gave glenda her pretty present! yay :) the red jerseys are awesome - just that the white numbers turn pink :S trained for like 3 hours coz jy got the amkss coach person to come and help us out a bit. when i took my socks off i had a long sock tan in addition to my normal sock tan and my shorts tan :\. but i think that's almost gone now haha. had lots of fun!

omger sa and ny are in the same group. o dear. but ny's getting so much better! i'm so happy for them :D

stupid econs and physics. naps are good and muchly desired.

i can't believe this time is the only time i get to go on the computer to blog. what on earth. where did all the homework come from?!?!? ngh.

no cell on sunday. but that was alright coz went for lunch with the rest of them. SAW ETHEL FONG like for the first time in ages and ages and ages so that was fantastic. caught up lots and lots yay :) their poly starts today HEH. and we're like what 3 months in? whoop.

i'm already looking forward to the weekend. my wishful thinking is that i wont have much homework. uh huh. wish i could go to china in june/july :( stupid common test thingus.

You Are So Faithful
Lenny Leblanc

Like the sun that rises everyday
You are so faithful, Lord, You are faithful
Like the rain that You send
And every breath that I breathe
You are so faithful, Lord

Like a rose that comes alive every spring
You are so faithful, Lord, You are so faithful
Like the life that You give to every beat of my heart
You are so faithful, Lord

I see the cross and the price You had to pay
I see the blood that washed my sins away

And in the midst of the storm
Through the wind and the waves
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful

When the stars refuse to shine and time is no more
You'll still be faithful, You'll still be faithful, Lord

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oh last night, k this morning in the last few seconds before my alarm rudely bleeped (this was between my 5 minute snooze) i dreamt that God gave me a verse. i couldnt really see anything, i was still lying in my bed and my Bible was open, and i was pretty sure i heard Ephesians 6:8 and i read something about forgiveness - i even knew which side of the page it was. so in the morning when i went to find eph6:8 it wasnt in the place i saw in the dream and had nothing whatsoever to do with forgiveness

'because you know that the Lord will reward everyone for whatever good he does, whether he is slave or free.' Eph 6:8

hm.

10:34 am

Saturday, April 12, 2008


ahhhhh!


LIVECONCERT WAS THE AWESOMEST. ohmannnnn yesterday was a fantastic day :) the last time i had such a great time was easter sunday. there's probably some relationship between that. k well here goes my yay day:


I GOT THE TRAIN! i'd been missing it for like the whole of this week so it started off wonderfullly. thenn morning worship was great - we sang:


Majesty
Delirious
Here I am humbled by Your Majesty,
Covered by Your grace so free.
Here I am knowing I'm a sinful man,
Covered by the blood of the Lamb.

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life,
The greatest sacrifice.

Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,
Empty handed but alive in Your hands.

Here I am humbled by the love that You give,
Forgiven so that I can forgive.
So here I stand,
Knowing that I am Your desire,
Sanctified by glory and fire.

And now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life,
The greatest sacrife.

Majesty, Majesty.
Your grace has found me just as I am,
Empty handed but alive in your hands.

Singing Majesty, Majesty.
Forever I am changed by Your love,
In the presence of Your Majesty.

Majesty.


then i had it stuck in my head for the whole day and i was humming it subconsciously for ages and ages.. went to the cc for assembly and chapel and when me and elyssa went in and saw all the equipment out on stage we squeeealed hahha! i was soooo excited :D glen lim came and spoke which was really good as well coz he was the sample pi person so everyone was more or less listening i hope :) dip and mf bought his book after too. fiz, cse, pw was all alright. OH! had pataya rice for lunch so that was nice :D we all agreed that you have to be real skilful to make those. hahah.

yup! was on the way home when i bumped into elyssa! who had an *incident* with a moth, to put it nicely and detail-less. but in short, it was hilariously embarrassing. hilarous for me, embarassing for her but oh well :D we went to ny! the bus broke down halfway which was a new experience for the both of us haha, so we were sponging the novelty of having our bus break down (how easily satisfied are we) while talking about the soccer fixtures (omg sa, rj, hci, sr and ny are in the same group). it was awesome catching up with her again :)

saw jiayu first when we got there - millling around looking dazed :\ hm. sat and talked with joshua, k rather elyssa and me talked and he um, gestured.. til the majority of the pple we wanted to see were done. GLENDA! happy birthday :D MICHELLE omg your hair. ditto to ELYSIA. PEIFEN! cant believe you didn't know my number haha YY, AMANDA awesome to see you guys again :D it was really great being back to visit proper, thankfully we didn't get stoned for going back in our sa uniform but howellers. WISH I HAD MY CAMERA *glares at jie for a spilt second*

got home and finished up glenda's present :D had a mini photoshoot with it coz it was all pretty :D put on my lifecon shirt and went back to school! met elyssa at the station, had macs for dinner - my first in ages and ages. rather unsatisfactory but yeah. janelle came later. saw raphael and other pple from prep camp too :)

HIGHLIGHT! life concert. how could i even begin to describe it? you could really feel God's presence there and it was just .awesome. i couldnt think of any other place i'd rather be, and all the weariness and tiredness from the day just melted away when we began to worship. and it was wonderfully conducted with the fog and lighting and everything. ROCKED MY SOCKS! the best part was when the people went up to receive Jesus: the whole front part was filled, just like it was in china again it was really a precious thing :) i was so glad i went, and for those who couldn't make it this time, there's always next year!

after was awesome, went to the front to say hi to shane and ben and chesed on the way out, we all felt it was fantastic :) can't wait for monday to know the numbers. praise God for seeing it all through!

How Marvelous

I stand amazed in the presence
Of Jesus the Nazarene,
And wonder how He could love me,
A sinner, condemned, unclean.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

He took my sins and my sorrows,
He made them His very own;
He bore the burden to Calvary,
And suffered and died alone.

When with the ransomed in glory
His face I at last shall see,
’Twill be my joy through the ages
To sing of His love for me.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior’s love for me!

11:39 pm

Wednesday, April 09, 2008
blog of revelation

wow

saw a video about the nigerian pastor that was raised from the dead. it was like 0.0 completely wowing. it really got me when he started describing what it was like in hell (he was visiting, he went to heaven first) - the people being tortured in their minds, just looking like us as we normally do but just being totured. it just really lets you feel the urgency of the spiritual war that's going on.

and the Bible study that we had today for sfc was about jehosaphat in Chronicles 2:20 which was the verse i got right after mrs wee spoke to me about this coming june/july.. which was really awesome. i finally understand how fasting works - it's about putting yourself completely into God's hands as you ignore the needs of your body, spirit and soul and just focusing on God alone. it's really an act of surrendering to Him and not about not eating to lose weight or whatever.

once again, i just thank God for putting me in sfc and not in soccer. it was hard, and still is sometimes but i feel it's the right place for me right now :)

8:59 pm

Tuesday, April 08, 2008
laughter

ahhhhhhhhh i love tuesdays. TIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIME

easter week this week! the board looks fantastic :D can't wait for liveconcert!! yayy managed to get tickets. thanks so much pris! well actually i got 4 but 5 of us wanted to go, so i gave them mine but now alicia's got cca so i've got a legal ticket now heh

soccer was awesome yesterday, even though i failed a maths test but it's the first one and most definitely the last.

oh! we ran 2.4 today. oh maaaan i'm soo glad for soccer coz i'm fit! AHHH the most awesomest news ever. i ran 14.0 exactly on the dot which is the lowest for an A hahah so that was really great. and i can jump 180 without much fuss but the A is 190. i'm influenced by min fang to get As now thanks v much. but at least my targets aren't crazy like hers :P

G's present is coming on very nicely thanks muchly :) it looks rather pretty if i dont say so myself. just hope i can get it done in time for saturday :D

darn. it slipped my mind. AGAIN. mmF

10:29 pm

Saturday, April 05, 2008

ah finally i get some rest. thank God for the weekend!! and i didn't just waste it away. i caught up on very much needed rest :D

finished early on friday - thank goodness coz i forgot to bring my refill AND my pencil case which is like equivalent to not bringing anything at all :S jeli was saying her worst case scenario would be if her laptop crashed which i guess is far worse, but i still love my pencil and paper thanks.

assembly was eons long, it ate into our fizzix prac which was good until we saw the question with the weirdly complicated tie string here to there thingymajig and my graph ended up a curve when it was supposed to be straight. so i'm guessing my spring didn't do the hooke's law thing which is quite silly coz my graph was pretty hookish. ANYWAY.

so that took reeeeeally long and it ate into cse, which the 4 of us were frantically walking all over the school trying to find it, and when we finally reached it was like half way through the lesson. :S so that sucked quite a lot.

i was sooo ready to go home after that. but anyway when i did it was 2, milled about to catch up with jie til 2.30 and went for a shower after she convinced me to take a nap (it was VERY easy) then i played the piano til my hair semi dried and went to bed from 4 to 6.30. before jie was napping til tessa texted her and woke her up before her alarm. then being her usual annoying self she adopted the if i can't sleep no one can and kept breathing down my neck til she had to go for dinner.HUMPH.

oh today i had the NICEST breakfast at dome :) ate til we were full AS. nyum nyum. we were so full we went without lunch til dinner at 6 which was astons so that was fantastically awesome too. then we went for dessert at swensons. OMG thank goodness i didn't have soccer today i sooo wouldnt be able to run. *bloat* heh.

did my whole new pi today. congratulations please :)

going to watch the arsenal liverpool game now even though it's already been AND RAVYNA RUINED IT AND TOLD ME THE SCORE. sucks to your assmar man. hmph.

yay for sunday tomorrow! running out of things to wear. hums.

10:02 pm

Wednesday, April 02, 2008
warfare

poopster. this blogskin doesnt have titles. ho well.

stupid person not sending the stupid cse thingy. gah. all your fault.

oh! sfc was today :) yayy i'm just so thankful that it's a proper cca and not just an interest group. it's so hard to describe to people what we do in sfc without it sounding boring.. like praying and Bible study but it's really very productive and fruitful but why can't others see it that way?

hums.

psalms 103 is beautiful.

ahhh can't wait for lifeconcert! can't wait for easter week too :) it's easter again! such a wonderful feeling - restore to me the joy of my salvation - once again

i look upon the cross where you died,
i'm humbled by your mercy and i'm broken inside,
once again i thank you,
once again i pour out my life..

it's hard at school to be what you're supposed to be, with all the different forces and my whiney flesh voice putting up a fight. my resistance must be weak. i need some Conviction please, they're 15 minutes a day down at the spiritual drugstore, an overdose is always good.

thank you God,

10:35 pm

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

i love tuesdays. when there is no pw lectures. so i guess it's conditional love but oh well :D

got home at 1.30 today and pianoed til about quarter past 2. then guitared til half past - finally managed to get together the guitar chords for shepherd of my soul and memorised it :) i was singing to the rain coz it was POURING outside. took lots of self control to not go for a nap HA! see i can do it.

yup so i did binomial and apagapa and summation - briefly and i think enough to get me by for tomorrow's test :D so productive yayyyy

aaand i finished at 9 to go on the computer. awesomation man

omger pe was more running today and i'm so grateful i didn't just collapse into a heap :D my calf muscles are more toned now AND i think i'm getting abs. i THINK. hums gleefully. can't wait for next training. but i hope it's not on next friday. PLEEEEEEASE not let it be then.

off to bed.

Indescribable
Chris Tomlin

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
INCOMPARABLE, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

9:42 pm