Monday, December 31, 2007
For One More Day
well it's the last day of the year, of a very fast year but a really packed one. it just went by so quickly i feel as if it was on fast forward most of the time. but at least it wasn't like i was on autopilot the whole time.
so the year was filled, but fast. we moved house, watched phantom, the whole C saga, had missions month, midyears, prelims, o levels, mission trip, school. and more school and more school. the whole year seemed to revolve around exams and then studying for the next one and then the next lot. hm
i think the most fufilling thing i did this year was go on the mission trip. it was so refreshing... yea anyway,
bit iffy about next year, not in a nervous dreading way but in a can't really be bothered kind of way - the new schools and stuff and the o level results coming out on the 24th jan and everything.. so much packed in the first half, important stuff too so it's not going to be the typical lazy beginning to a lazy year.
well this year i don't want it to be lazy and slow paced like the other years. i want to equip myself, i dont ever want my brain to go into mush like it usually does during the holidays becoz it feels so gross. i'm going to learn chinese by myself, revive my passion to play the piano even though it does mean short nails, i'll deal.
i don't want to just be like everyone else this year. not in a superficial want-to-be-popular and pleasing-man kind of way but like in a wwjd sort of way. i have all this time that i waste just milling around that i could be harnessing to do something worthwhile and dare i say it? constructive.. and this time around i don't want to while it away.
there's some sort of energy i feel in my fingers now
ah! watchnight service tonight can't wait! i really like going to church, and not just because of the people. hmph.
yay! excited :D **.**'**.**,*^**.:*~**
7:31 pm
