Friday, March 21, 2008
finding neverland
tis good friday today!
and it rained for 2 seconds just now, with thunder and all.
last night was well, quite discouraging. and stupid msn wasn't helping. sometimes you just feel so small, like no matter what you do you're not able to change anything which totally sucks because i know we can change things but why aren't things changing?
He makes all things beautiful in His time.soccer was fun on monday, it was just me, michelle, peiqi, glenda and qixuan coz it wasn't official or anything just a kick around. but it was such a TIRING kickaround - i felt so terribly unfit even in my measly 42kgs. well actually it's 42.4 but ohmger there's someone lighter than me!!! yayy. tis about time. anyway,
it feels so good to .. (kick doesnt seem to convey the right effect) um, SMOOOOSH the ball. my dropkicks are getting prettier and prettier but i wont get to use it unless i'm goalie which i so am totally not. but i have to say it does look very impressive heh heh
jeli came by on thursday (oh that was only yesterday!) to ny to watch me play, apparently to get over her boredom and though she didn't say so on her blog she was terribly bored and perhaps was even bored-er than if she had stayed at home. there were even less people there - me, michelle, jiayu and glenda - but that was alright. to me their very very basically the team haha!
long kicks are therapeutic, if only they didnt go so far so you keep having to run after it to get it back.
i shouldn't have let my frustration show, but sometimes i just really wonder about you.
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i was lying in bed this morning trying to stem my nosebleed and i was thinking of how much older i am than when i was 12. last time i thought 16 was still young and naive and i didn't believe my 15 year old sister when she scoffed. but really, 16 going on 17 really isn't that young anymore.
it's curious that the people who complain about movie censorship are the ones who are affected. but the reason why the others aren't complaining perhaps isn't because it doesnt affect them, it's because maybe they see that it's good.
lunch was :) today - went to s11 with tessa and nigel and les cheveux (at least i still remember some french) and we ate kfc. after that we were enlightened on what really goes into it. i dont think i'll be eating that for a while :S
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i really think the devil works overtime during easter.
5:03 pm
