Wednesday, April 30, 2008
omger yay for the holiday tomorrow! am feeling slightly egh at the fact that i'm not studying anything tomorrow coz i left fizzix and maths in the locker and gp can go and hang itself on a hook somewhere until i'm recollected my peace (or pieces) of mind to start at that again.
(we attempted to do the aq today) key word being attempted. result of attempt shall be left unsaid.
lessons were blah, as usual. i dont actually go to school for lessons really.
i had icecream and waffle today! (i don't go to school for that either)(k well maybe somewhat) so that was yum. had to wait an age and a half for the talent management programme thingus to start at 3. it's about giving opportunities for saints to go to ivy league unis. until today i hadn't even considered going overseas. not that i'm considering now or anything, but i considered for 2 minutes today and that was enough.
yeah so the benefits of being in the tmp (do dey haf 2 haf n
abbreviation 4 evrythg???) are pretty awesome, it would look fantastic on one's testimonial.. just that one has to get at least 70 rank points for common tests to stay in said programme and one thinks that one hasn't got the slightest chance judging by one's current test results. but it's worth a try since i'll be in until the cts.
heh
anyway so that made me late for sfc and i got bopped on the head by rachael, my fellow same-sounding-name-person (homonym? homophone? one of those) hahaha. it was about temptation, and prevention of it. we got into cell groups! yay me and chesed are in the same one with rebekah as cell leader :)
why is it that sometimes our relationship with God seems closer at some times and not other times? coz there's the holy spirit, like the constant - always there, with max power, just waiting. then there's us - fluctuating in the amount of dependence on God, less when everything is seemingly under control and more when things get out of hand. it's sad that it happens, it means that to us God is just someone that we go to for help, and not a close friend? so in the end our closeness with God depends on our dependence on Him. it seems like a simple maths formula of some sort so the solution is pretty simple (sounding) too -
depend more?
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went out with dp, min fang and pei fen to plaza sing for dinner so i missed the weekly walk to the station with shane, chesed and ben :( ate at some jap place with a name of some near impossible tongue twistyment of vowels but the food was good. went crazy with nac (japanese food is so photogenic, especially raw salmon) hahah! pity alicia couldn't come though
plaza sing again tomorrow! (which is in 3 minutes) going to do gpp at starbucks so that's going to be reeeealy productive with us surrounded by cheesecakes screaming 'eat me!' nyum nyum :) hope we can get stuff done
alrighty offski to thine bed - thy beckons to sweet dreamuluses and divine airconditioning..
.. has any noticed that it's been really stuffy lately? (jie and tessa you can stop waving both your hands, i see you two [and hear ONE])
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