Monday, May 05, 2008
fall like rain
(the music is by X Japan, Endless Rain) and it's ultra soothing and calming - i've listened to it a couple of times in a row already just now :)
so last night i was up talking and being a softboard or bounceboard or human journal or the silent psychiatrist to jie til about 12ish. then i couldn't sleep coz i couldn't get into a comfy position. my eyes suddenly popped open and i was like 'ok whatever'. then i shut my eyes and fell asleep.
so this morning as expected i was to quote min fang, 'a human zombie' or something to that effect, although according to whatever origin they come from, zombies are humans in some twisted way right? anyway.
caught a 20 minute power halfnap outside the chem classroom :) it was only a halfnap coz i was still conscious and thinking about a whole lot of wonderful topics that you're fully capable of thinking about when you're about to fall asleep but when you try and recall it when you're properly awake it doesnt come out right.
i guess that's coz when you're about to fall asleep there's nothing to distract you, and you have some sort of pure mindedness so to speak, when everything really seems crystalline like cool water in some liquid diamond form... if only waking consciousness would be like that
so anyway i woke up really energized and all so that was really fantastic, at least i was awake enough to go through the 3 hours of econs maths and pw.
pe was a surprise! mr ng let us go and watch the sa vs ac rugby semis :D me minfang dip and alicia trooped down to the ccab place (alright we cabbed) to watch the second half and it's fully violent and scary but we won so that was really funky. yay for school spirit! and all that.. jazz.
went back for supposed extra maths consultation thingus after and waited for an HOUR - fully a waste of precious (or rather potential) time studying. but in saying so, it's 10 now and i'm not intending to start. heh heh but ohwell. this is NOT me getting complacent.
(i got 15 out of 25 for my econs essay!!!!!) (upon reflection, that didn't help my argument of me not being complacent)
rest is important.
so i'm going to rest.
i am, i really am!
(deflects mum's piiieeeeercing glare from downstairs with silver screen)
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He will stand and shepherd his flock
in the strength of the LORD,
in the majesty of the name of the LORD his God.
And they will live securely, for then his greatness
will reach to the ends of the earth.
And he will be their peace.Micah 5:4-5
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