Friday, September 05, 2008
a rant.
i've been feeling incredibly lazy, since wednesday when i took the day off and broke my momentum. i havent touched anything academic since then which well is not extremely great since now the promos are in like 2 weeks. and yeah, i'm rather quite .. screwed. yeah
it's just that i'm getting the whole i feel like being young again, not in a i'm so old kind of way, but just an extremely deep deep longing to be back in the place of green and bark and sea and ringing bells and trees and shooting thingys and bicycles. and i really miss the wind. i havent thought so much about it until that night and just had that ache to go back again. and now dad and jo are going back at the end of this year to visit graham who's sick, and i might not be able to go coz of ocip and now, i just hope in a i-dont-really way that ocip will be cancelled and i'll be able to see keli and eden and kelly and hamish and wes again. and the whole a class gang again. and take pictures this time. so yeah, feeling kinda miserableish and so not in the mood to do anything but mope and see what harry's doing.
and i cant wait to get bck into the swing of things coz i really need someone to bop me on the head and help me wake up my idea coz i feel so out of it like my eyes are just tired all the time and i cant even bring myself to bring myself before coz i dont feel.. right.. enough to.
plus i feel like a lump of lard. not in a physical way but in a inside way. and i had my tetanus yesterday but that's completely irrelevant coz it doesnt even hurt anymore.
anyway, i watched juno today. i know i'm like a couple of million months late but whatever. like absolute loves.
'he is the cheese to my macaroni'
7:33 pm
