Monday, October 06, 2008
whanau
received a message that wasn't that nice today. i was really shocked. and i dont know if it was out of spite, or jealousy or honest emotions. which kinda sucked since it was pretty harsh and snipy and yeah. everytime i think about it this hot liquid anger rushes up from below and i dont want it to. i dont want to feel that way and i dont want to dwell on it.
there's a line between justice and forgiveness but i dont want to know what the fair thing to do is, i want to know what the right thing to do is; it hurt.
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but pw didnt go that badly today. got tons of things done =) like the title and bits of the op which is awesome. really thank God for the group. reallyreally.
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the exco meeting on friday was good =) managed to get all the stuff out that i needed to and got some things settled too!
kelly emailed today. and i miss macleans. everytime i think i've forgotten or gone past it something makes me return and the wave of whoknowswhat washes over. it's like a mix of regret, longing, nostalgia all rolled into one. and it still sucks that i can't go back at the end of this year. but i'm glad she emailed
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a bit of he said she said now:
"Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name lead and guide me." Psalm 31 vs 3
"Love the LORD, all his saints!
The LORD preserves the faithful,
but the proud he pays back in full.
Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the LORD." Psalm 31 vs 23-24
"I sought the LORD, and he answered me; he delivered me from all my fears. " Psalm 34 vs 4
"Fear the LORD, you his saints,
for those who fear him lack nothing." Psalm 34 vs 9
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