Thursday, December 11, 2008
holding my hand
i've been dreaming of ocip pple. feel honoured! my church's mission trip ppl just came back from thailand. chiangmai. maechang. village. isnt that like super close to where we were?
everytime i think of that place i feel so unaccomplished because of the programmes that we didn't carry out and it's probably a comm thing or maybe even just a me thing but i feel regret which sucks coz now i'm here and cant do anythng about it. which is why if we were really to go back i would fully go because we could really do a good job this time because it's lives we're dealing with. i know we didnt go there JUST to build a library or teach english coz if not they would have just hired contractors and qualified teachers, but the intangible as well. that part was wonderful but whenever i look back i have this 'mmf' kind of feeling, not a 'we could have done better' but a 'we can do better'.
so yeah. we should go back, if not seriously help next year's ppl. and it would be before april next next year because that's when the guys go to army. up for it anyone? i know i am.
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met with the camp ppl today =) the dynamics are strangely wonderful. not in an unexpected sort of strange, but a funky strange. haha anyway our umbrella is the coolest bean coz it's a pizza and not a face like nigel's group's and 3 others nyeh! and our cheer is awesome. yay for luke and his potentially thrown away face! shucks i still need to write the cards.
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ewlc meeting today. it's funny how i say easterweek first coz sfc's in charge of that but jeremy always says lifecon first. anywho. i dunno yet about the whole thing but it'll work in the end i'm just curious to find out how.
anyone who says sfc is a slack cca should come to one of these meetings.
i've never been so busy in my entire life i dont think. but by God's grace i really dont feel that stressed. i know if He's put me in all of these places right now He'll get me through all of it just fine. i'm thinking of making up a list like mr yit's.
the 5 languages of love: touch, gifts, time, service, words. if we do all of it, it'll definitely reach out to someone. not at the same time though coz that'll just be OverWhelm.
wow now i'm quite excited.
awesomation.
11:05 pm
