Saturday, February 07, 2009
walking on sunshine
wow what a week. seems like it was extended a bit coz i didn't really have my last weekend, but it's been awesomely crazy =)
i really cant count the number of times people's asked me what sfc is all about. awesome! sfc went in to help the council for the amazing race orientation thingy so that was great coz we could start um, reaching out to people and stuff. met this wonderful girl who has this sparkle in her eye - something special about her but dunno what that's all about yet huh. anyway it was surprisingly easy to chat, how did that come about? seriously cant imagine me doing that a year ago, how things have changed =)
and then there was pmc, awesomation to the maxest! wow seriously, there seemed to be a lot that stayed behind, who know what life con is about, who know what sfc is about, and who know hopefully what they've been called to do here. yay! i'm very very excited about what's to come yes i am. and speech was alright too, even if i did have to cut it short a little. everyone did a great job! annette says samuel has the deejay voice hahaha
but morning worship was by far the highlight of my week. the way the j1s streamed in and everything, i tell you my heart was like doing somersaults and what not inside =) and sfc was great, mixing around and talking, i was trying to remember names - hopefully i can still have them over the weekend. it's not going to be the same as last year - there will not be blur ones like me who didnt have a clue what on earth was going on hahaha.
ewlc meeting was great too, after a 5 hour break =) got things done. i really should be more productive, i know i'm fully capable of doing so. but yeah, um. wow things are coming up really fast, a bit disappointed about the friendship week thing but next time then. you dont get a second friendship week for nothing you know. realise how short a time we have here in sa, and we're all part of this bigger huger plan. like some worker laying the bricks that someone else is going to plaster, and another person is going to paint - it's going to take time for this house to be built again but it's just so wonderful that it will be built! and we are part of it =)
i need to sit down and think, and write stuff down. emails are nasty thingys. studying is once again getting in the way of my life. haha. i guess i didn't know exactly how much i'm good with my life until i saw how much not other people were with theirs. we had to tick this list for moral education (?) - satisfied, somewhat satisfied, somewhat dissatisfied, dissatisfed - for areas of our life like personal,family,friendships,school/studying,spiritual,bgr and rank them according to what was most important to us. which was really interesting to see what my first reaction was to it all - ended up being my action too but yeah. but what would you do if you put something under dissatisfied, how would you go about changing that? does someone even have the ability to change an entire aspect of their life? wouldnt they need someone bigger than them to do that.
cell tmr. things are going to get underway. is it possible to keep expanding without compromising something? i feel my heart isnt big enough. maybe for now huh.
11:14 pm
