Sunday, March 22, 2009
well there goes my march holidays. or break. or whatever you want to call it.
the plan was to study, and i guess it stayed as a plan.. but with a valid and more important reason behind it okay. i dunno why i feel the need to clarify that, i guess it's not me to just chiong for one thing and let something else die. but then again i've never felt the need to really Do Something Fantastically, until now.
it's really amazing how fast it speaks to you, and even when you dont listen to it at first and go one huge round debating about it in your mind, you still end up with what it said right at the very beginning.
i shouldnt be selfish - it would be awesome, but i just couldnt do it. should spread out the area of impact aye. but i seriously considered, i really did. it would be so much easier to run, but that's just taking the easy way out. i think i'm beginning to see something bigger here, and it's rather quite exciting.
leaders retreat was awesome =) finally got to see everyone again.. i see people in a different light of age now which is quite amusing. but somethings you really cant reconcile hahah. and it was nice talking to you again =)
i didn't get any emails when i was away. which is rather suspicious and quite disturbing. oh no i dont want to be workaholic! *mumblegrumblejemgrumbles* hahahahah
i really dunno how block tests are going to go. this has got to be the worst set ever. but...
"at least if you do badly this time it's because you didn't study.. but if you do study and do badly then that's when you should start worrying.."
hahaha thanks man =)
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