Friday, June 05, 2009
camp starts soonish -on sunday, but effectively tmr.. i am excited, deep deep down, it's there i know it is.. maybe it just needs to surface til it's brimming over like at lifecon when i could barely sit still hahaha.
i was just thinking, if i were to choose one of the ministries to join, which one would i go for? funny huh, that i dont actually belong to one atm.. but all the workshops look fantastic =) i think i'm going to get serious withdrawal come july.. k i know i will.. ho hum.
when i stepped up, the ground felt like we were on the edge of an earthquake, like something was going to give way and explode at any time - in a good way.. like at the beginning of something big. and now i guess i could say that's it's changed - something's come out of the ground already, grown and settled sort of, and this is going to be the season of the Lord's favour and of growth.. lots of little shoots and whatnot..
and all of it is so real, it's not just a story, a virtual world where we have a time there and be all successful in the game that we play, but when we withdraw from it, what we've done actually means nothing. it's so not like that - coz we're carving our way in making history, it's real and it's happening. and the things that we do now will affect the future. everything we do is
reali think maybe i'm not going to let my kids play computer games when they're growing up. shrugs.
10:22 pm
