Sunday, October 11, 2009
for you aly dear,
SanctuaryLord prepare me,
To be a sanctuary,
Pure and holy,
Tried and true
With thanksgiving,
I'll be a living
Sanctuary, for you.
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when people look at a Christian, do they see the person, or do they see a whole bunch of 'oh they are supposed to be like this'?
how do we not be hypocritical, yet still be part of the refining process? or is it only hypocritical if we profess to be something, but act the other.. instead of us not acting the people think we should. then that makes them think we are hypocritical, even when we're not. and why is it so ironic that the people we are trying to help, think we're hypocritical, (when we're really trying not to) and then refuse the help?
there's got to be a way out of this stupid cycle.
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anyway.
on lighter note, i went to cor today for service =) and it was pleasantly refreshing, as change is sometimes.. it was good to see everyone again
and i had a really weird dream last night too, it was so vivid that i seriously thought it was true, and that i was in nz again. when i woke up i had to think for a moment 'where am i?' before realising with relief that i was in singapore, and going to cor later, and i hadnt just picked up and left without telling anyone at all. it felt so real that fear really did grip me. not good first thing in the morning btw.
4 more days of official school =(
9:37 pm
